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Part of the reason i like captain kirk as a character is that he will put everything on the line on the CHANCE that something can be done. He's always thinking that there has to be a way, and if not they'll create one. He's also so feelings-oriented and will fall back on his hunches when needed and his hunches are in fact treated as something sacred. I'm the same way in every regard and it's something i've always been criticized heavily for (I've constantly been told that i don't think things through and i'm chastised for being reckless). But that's how captain kirk is and he's treated as if that's his own unique genius. He's respected for it and we can see how if he weren't to take the risks that he does then they'd all be doomed in so many situations. This isnt really well written but im just thinking out loud here... ok... End post
#I feel like im being represented. Thats what it is#Society is so rational and utilitarian. And ive personally seen way more characters in media who meet this criteria#Who are treated like geniuses and are valued for it#While relying primarily on your feelings is denigrated#But spock is the character in this show who is logical in this way and his over-reliance on it is seen as a hindrance#Hes respected and valued for his talents but the show pokes fun at him a lot because he is so at war with his own self#And he thinks hes better than everyone else for it#For example. Im healing my trauma at the root#Society tells you over and over that it's impossible and that once you have ptsd you have it for life#But i said. NOOOOOO WAYYYYYY#And I spent years doing everything i could and seeking out knowledge and trying to understand the problem from the inside#In order to find a way. And for a long period of time i had no idea if there was a way out or not but i kept trying anyway#Bc i was certain there was a way#And i put everything on the line in order to do it#I had a captain kirk moment idk.#I just do shit. Always have. I can be reckless at times. But i eat life whole#captain kirk is the first time ive ever seen that shown in a positive light#You can throw all the logic at him you can that its not gonna work and hes like... No.... No theres a way...#And then they all find one.#Of course this can be confused with magical thinking. I used to have a lot of magical thinking. Where my child mind thought#that something was gonna work but it couldnt actually work#I think theres a difference
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#im doing it again. fighting the insane urge to read the bible#i mean it makes sense rn bc im like halfway thru watching jesus christ superstar for the 1st time and its driving me up a wall#bc i just fucking love how the further u go back in history. the more the lines blur between history and mythology#bc the adventures of jesus christ feel very different depending upon if u believe jesus is the son of god or not. bc if hes not then hes#an apocalyptic cult leader. and i mean either way i find it hard not to be sympathetic toward judas bc he is the reason jesus takes his#place in history and religion. but its especially hard not to synthesize if jesus is just a fucking guy who is really activating the ppl.#riding into Jerusalem on a donkey to put himself at the center of prophecy knowing damn well thats what hes doing. calling the temple his#temple. calli g himself the son of god. claiming to heal ppl. thats like pretty unhinged if hes just a guy.#and i dont remember enough of the new testiment to remember the words that its said he said to interpret for myself his intentions.#like my rememberance is that he was preaching kindness and helping the poor and sick. which is good. but that#was thru the interpretation of my chill pastors lol. im curious how i would hear it now while fully listening and as a critical adult. and#while trying to remember the historic political context. its just so interesting. the easter story is just so good. its so dramatic and#theres good interpersonal drama. easter and exidous r rhe best Christian bible stories imo. Anyway im really digging this musical. i lov th#weird unsettling discordant music. either bc this is a story where the literal son of god dies. or its a story where ur not sure who's#perspective you should trust between judas and everyone else. and i mean. theres a revolutionary undercurrent bc of the political situation#but i dont kno the greater context so its hard to judge how much of a coward im supposed to think judas is for not wanting to fight back#against the romans. especially if jesus is just a guy and not the son of god. ugh. its too jucy.#anyway. i just like biblical history a lot but its hard to find ppl talking abt it from a nonreligous perspective. but at the same time i#remember the set up the basically the adult Sunday school and they had up a map of the middle east. and the idea of of reading sections of#the bible and discssing the historical context is v compelling to me. except i would b absolutely intolerable in that setting lol#bc im inquisitive and contrary and agnostic#unrelated#lol i forgot to say that no matter what jesus shouldnt have been crucified. nobody should ever be#crucified bc its probably one of the worst ways you can possibly die
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i really am just that fucked beast in that "i owe u my life" meme where that thing's feeding the fucked beast some content. dave k giving us playlists. MAN im never over any of them but christ what blanky's is doing to me
#does anyone have any ideas ??? anyone else unwell in the good way#its always the good way tho with the terror#im laughing so hard tho i see jefferson airplane on the blankylist and christ i laughed so hard#literally put white rabbit on cdvs two days ago bc i was like#i need a dave k touch base in every playlist at least one song that i think yeah dave k would put that there#and cdv stands admittedly as the one i think that deviates most thus far from whats been seen#also cdv was difficult i thought he had freaks but i keep gaslighting myself being like#wheres the cdv playlist i saved but there isnt one#unless there was one and i didnt save it like i didnt save that#playlist of inuit artists that was shared during terror camp and i was like ?????#until someone linked it in discord and i was like THANK GOD
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Hi! Love your posts !! Suggestion for a fact (if you take those): Eurocat. The 1990 Eurovision featured an animated purple cat in the postcards (?) named Eurocat and I’ve never seen anyone mention anything about his existence. I only learned about him bc I was researching old shows and saw him mentioned on the Wikipedia page. 10/10
Eurovision Fact #477:
Eurocat was the mascot created for the 1990 Eurovision Song Contest in Zagreb. He appeared at the beginning of each postcard in an animated short that featured a blue background with the name of the country repeating on a diagonal and some cultural representation of the country being showcased that Eurocat would interact with.
For example, on the postcard for Spain, Eurocat blew bubbles that formed the Olympic rings, calling to the fact that Spain would host the Summer Games in two years.
Eurocat was created by Joško Marušić, who is credited for his as a member of the directors of the per-production materials for the contest for animation.
While introducing Belgium, commentator Terry Wogan spoke a bit about the mascot saying, "Eurocat! A tomcat who's slightly neurotic, not too silly, and eminently lovable." He also later said while introducing Luxembourg that he was "trying to ignore this cat," adding "I don't think he's gonna go away though," under his breath.
[Sources]
Yugoslavia, Eurovision.tv.
Eurovision Song Contest 1990 (No commentary), 2:47:06, YouTube.com.
Eurovision mascot 1990 EuroCat compilation, YouTube.com.
Barcelona 1992, Olympics.com.
"I would love to share with you..." @rice-crackerz on Tumblr -- See reblogs and comments (esp by @mirai-desu, @elliemadeit, and @unibrowzz) for their knowledgeable comments :)
#esc facts oc#eurovision#eurovision facts oc#eurovision song contest#esc#anon ask#esc 1990#eurocat#Joško Marušić#mascots#I actually remember learning about him for the first time as I was doing research for another fact. I asked ppl on my main account what#the FUCK he was bc I was so confused why they had a pic of a weird cat dog thing on the Yugoslavia page instead of just some trees (bc#putting a landmark for something that doesn't exist anymore would be awk) and someone replied and gave me the lowdown lol!#I've linked the post that I made where many lovely people taught me who he was! Send those lovely ppl some love!#Also thank *you* for your kind words anon#and if you or anyone else has any other ideas like this about facts they'd like to see I'd love to write them!
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I'm just about finished with My Little Inferno, and the ML (the LI) is so pathetic omfg. I feel like I'm reading Dame na Watashi ni Koishite Kudsai due to the main leads both being fucking losers (the FL in Dame na is in a dead end relationship and is practically a sugar mommy who ends up in debt to support her BF which almost leads her to being sold into prostitution. Her attitude isn't great either). Like if I could get a hot guy to fall head over heels in love with me even after he witnesses me puking, pissing, and crying myself out of fear and getting hassled by old bullies (if only I were a BL protag bc he'd think I'm cute), I would think something is wrong with him and that I probably made it in life. The ML isn't particularly... useful. The only thing he has going for him is being cute and short, and being needy towards the LI. The LI makes for a good house husband.
Based on the cover art for the manga, I would've thought it was really dark (like Killing Stalking or Blind play) but its mostly just about cyber crime and embezzlement and sorta the yakuza (mostly mentioned, briefly seen). To an extent, this series sorta reminded me of Semantic Error, but only because of the computer stuff though. Otherwise, I sorta like the slice of life aspects. I think the crime stuff is sorta underbaked. I wish there was more risk or something to make things tense bc the only thing was ML's mom getting get info stolen and getting $300k in debt.




#desiree talks#desiree reads#speaking of which i havent really read BL since i decided on trying to actually clear my manga tabs#like i decided on lowering priority to the following genres: BL#action; manhwa; isekai#main reasons there is too many BL manga and after a while the tropes got repetitive and i needed a break#action to me is boring i need good character moments and dynamics in between fights#(me with demon slayer [and technically yowamushi pedal] all the flashbacks during the fights/races bc there's no where else to put it#i wish demon slayer had more group moments apart from recovering since a lot of characters didnt have any moments until the final battle#especially when fights can end up lasting like a year of updates (lookism gave me ptsd)#and action scenes can get confusing if the artist isn't good at drawing/planning them out#it can also get hard to tell whats going on#isekai- too many and there are a lot of bad ones and i am the type to get fomo and try them all#i technically prefer otome isekai#but only really like regression wherre theyre able to get revenge or make s#a better outcome like I'll Be The Matriarch In This Life#i dont like the idea of actual isekai bc what happens to the original soul of the body that the MC takes over#i'm also not a fan of serie where the MC is automatically doted over by everyone#its annoying#and for manhwa its more of a format thing#and i think with webtoon format there is a lot more being published than mn#manga so its even more to try and read#it doesn't help that a lot of series end up with like 100+ chapters#like a decent shoujo is usually over in like 50 chapters#though thats like 4 years of publication#its less overwhelming when the series is over
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Me when I want to be wanted more than anything else
#I think I’d be more normal if I had more friends but every friend I lose makes me isolate more and more and now it’s like I can only trust#people I’ve interacted with for years already#and then every time I try to make friends I either don’t respond (anxiety. not feeling a vibe. whatever) or they stop responding when I#actually like them (someone who talked to me for like four days in an row and then randomly blocked me no explanation)#I think if I made more friends or even talked to more people I’d understand how to do it successfully but I don’t have enough experience and#no one wants to be friends with me (and it’s scary when they do!!!) wahhhhhhhhhh#I need to move somewhere new and talk to strangers I’m good at that#I made more friends a a concert age 14 than I have from me the ages of 16-19 and i think that’s ridiculous#how do I explain to everyone ever that nothing bad happened to me I’m just mentally ill bc my hormones are fucked and it’s let me to spiral#and ruin my own life and then slowly painfully build my life back up and then crush it all again over and over again for years and years#to the point where I’m afraid I’ll never amount to anything so the idea of ever truly having people who find any value for me in their lives#feels like it’s fake and then when I do finally trust people I end up loving too hard and fucking it up and then I isolate for even longer#it’s takes me twice as long to find a new friend and trust them again and then it happens all over again#it feels like I’m destined to be alone bc I can’t tell the difference between platonic shit and flirting so I have a wall between me and#everyone else bc I’m afraid to like someone too much and confuse my brain bc I don’t ever want to like someone who doesn’t like me even if#it’s as friends bc I’ve put more effort in than other ppl always but it’s bc I put too much effort in and expect too much and no one else#is as weirdly obsessive and clingy and dedicated as I am bc I’m not normal and that’s why no one likes me bc I try too hard or not at all#and it makes everyone in my life family friends crushes whatever hate me bc I’m all or nothing forever I can’t just be normal#I think a lifetime of living with my mother has permanently damaged the way I see myself#who are all these normal ideal people in my brain why did my mother put them there and why will I always be worse than a hypothetical person#designed to shame me for struggling which gets louder the more I struggle#spirals cycles etc etc etc#ugh. I want my brain to turn off I’m gonna go take a dab and maybe delete this later
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#my order has been shopped alas they didnt have my fav salad in stock maybe i should’ve bought potato skins and sour cream after all#but im going to a different grocery store later this week bc it’s in the same plaza as surcheros with their free weekly entree#and i gotta return the peanut butter that i hate lol#but the coupon comes out late monday or on tuesday so ill use it wednesday or thursday#also a funny thing that technically we have all our kitchen appliances hooked up so the kitchen is a lot more renovated than it was before#but the design plan is ofc different and the drawers arent finished fully but my sister still has stuff in the drawers#and im still putting my shelf stable food and mugs and tupperware in my closet#like hello i know i just live here and have no say in design but can i have a space for my stuff in the kitchen#i assume i can once it gets more finished bc there are drawers that are empty theyre just not finished and or clean#and idk what her idea is to put things where tbh#put i saw some open spaces so i put some stuff there#like my mugs next to the drinking glasses#and my pasta boat in an empty space next to some pots#if she doesnt like it she’ll tell me and or move my stuff somewhere else in the kitchen#it’s a weird dynamic#before the reno i was actually getting better at not isolating in my room#and then the reno happened and so sometimes i feel like ive gotten myself even more isolated that i was before#whats that about#anyways#i am a plant that has gotten too big for the pot#when u outgrow ur current circumstances#listen id move if i had the funds available to do so#and if most places didnt check credit lmao#alas#anyways slowly but surely making moves to not stay here forever well forever is unlikely anyways#bc at most ill get two more years but i wanna be gone by end of the yr#possibly september if some plans work out#i dont wanna just be gone from this house#i wanna be gone from this country
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in a crappy mood and being super blunt with my boss bc of it
#idk how many times i have to tell him i need at least more than a couple days notice if he wants a flyer made#dude wants this done by TOMORROW MORNING and expects me to drop literally everything else im working on and i cant say no bc hes my boss#but then gets annoyed when my other projects arent done on time#well!#its hard to get those other things done on time when you keep interrupting my work with last minute shit you need me to do!!!#and he didnt give me all of the information i needed so im being mean (meaning i am asking questions with no julia-isms in my emails to him)#no smiley emojis or double question marks#and to really rub it in about how annoyed i am over this im going to turn the flyer back to him at the last possible minute#needs it by noon tomorrow? okay ! youll get it at 11:59 even though i finished it already#a nagging part of my brain is saying i shouldnt complain bc i have a good job and he is very supportive when hes not doing this shit but#i literally had a mental health breakdown back in october & had to take a few weeks off just to get my head back on straight#and when he asked what he could do i TOLD HIM one of my major stressors was him asking for last minute shit#and he complied and accommodated me for like. a month. before he started getting impatient again#very frustrating#this boss is 2 levels above me so my direct supervisor is Aware and gets on his case about actually accommodating me but.#as much as she tries to intervene theres only so much she can do when hes got an idea in his head like this#ANYWAY#Work rant over. finished the stupid flyer im literally gonna just schedule the email back to him#i think i need to lower his expectations of me#for nearly 4 years i have bent over backwards to go beyond what he asks of me#getting things back to him in less than an hour sometimes#where if we hired out a designer to put these things together it would take at least a few days to do if not a week#so.#god.#work stuff#julia speaks
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Your recent post about post-PH AU stuff got me curious: why would Linebeck not like Tetra? Is it something specific to the continuity with hum!Bellum or more of a common thread present across several/all your takes on Linebeck? It's an interesting idea that somehow never crossed my mind as a possibility, and iirc you haven't talked about it before, too.
i think it mostly boils down to him not taking kindly to having to interact with another captain, especially not one who used to have link on her crew and might encroach on his authority when the two crews work together. it's really just the most relevent to post-ph with bellum present, and bellum doesn't actually have too much of an influence on the way linebeck feels about her (bellum is the one who really hates her, he's a liiiiittle pissy that he never got to take all of her life force, and he never really spends the time with her to... not hate her at least a little).
i think there is a slightly through line between my aus of linebeck and tetra not being on good terms??? tetra isn't present in a ton of aus (usually not included if there's a big focus on just zelda), but i think in the ones where she does, their paths don't cross often. i know she's in the space au and the crimson king au, and i think linebeck has more or less the same feelings abt her (being that she's a little annoying but ultimately no someone he really pays attention to until she's actively causing problems or something) tetra tends to be more important with whatever link's got going on in aus. most of the time i just think linebeck and tetra generally aren't on good terms.
otherwise they just dont get along in my mind as captains who probably step on each other's feet a lot and maybe dont like each others crew much (i dont really think linebeck would be toooo fond of her crew either, and tetra is def going to feel some kind of animosity towards bellum even if he doesnt come clean abt his identity to her) and operate too differently
#goopi-e#asks#salty talks#i had to pull up my au list bc i do not know off the top of my head what aus tetra is in asides from space and crimson king#she might only be properly relevant in those and only those so. the two aus where linebeck def isnt going to interacting with her much#uhhh tags#linebeck#tetra#sure???#similarly??? i think linebeck wouldnt like her bc she reminds him of ciela a little but chiefly of jolene n he is NOT putting up with that#i think hed teasingly call her 'princess' specifically to piss her off#HOWEVER they do have to kinda get along later when tetra figures out she likes girls too and hes like the only person she can ask abt it#shes like FUCK hes the only gay person i know goddammit i have to talk to him#damien is ignored for. some reason. hes probably the better candidate bc he also likes women and is nice#but i think it should be linebeck just so they can like. talk. probably linebeck be hes easier to get away from everyone else#and she can lie and say she has captain stuff to talk abt be shes kinda embarrassed abt it#i need to take a longer look at stuff abt tetra i feel like im missing a lot abt her??? idk im not the most interested in her tbh#but i think linebeck doesnt like her much and the feeling is mutual for a while#linebeck likes only like two of tetras crewmates. he acts like a predatory animal that spotted weak prey around niko specifically#across aus character relationships tend to be different. i think link and linebecks tends to be similar? the idea of being a good team#across my aus theyre more like soulmates than link and zelda. they do have good chemistry to work off of imo#based on their canon personalities n shit. a lot of the time in fanworks they (tetra n linebeck) seem to be on bad/shaky terms
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idk if this is just bc the internet has drastically changed the way we interact w each other and i just haven't adapted or if i'm socially awkward or ? but i feel like i was raised to have very old fashioned manners. and honestly i do get a little bit offended or bothered when other people are like. Publicly impolite
#my parents genuinely said the phrase children should be seen not heard to me. like betty draper#and maybe its bc my grandparents were VERY involved in my childhood but also my mom spent much of her youth living with HER grandparents#so its just like. older ideas about manners getting put forward. but as much as my parents both grew up very poor. i didnt?#so maybe its the same as like. i wasnt allowed to say things like aint. or drink mountain dew. bc my parents wanted us to be better than our#peers lol. also my dad did go to cambridge where they had CRAZY etiquette requirements back in the day. so maybe thats it#but my parents always did. girls should cross their legs when they sit no elbows on the table always ask for things to be passed dont reach#over someone else no hats at the dinner table for men. always be polite call people by their proper titles etc. and this adherence#to these rules makes me feel weirdly trad or conservative but i feel like its important to come across as very polite and respectful etc
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𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲


𝐚𝐥𝐩𝐡𝐚!𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐱 𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐠𝐚!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
‧₊˚── Synopsis: Sevika has grown awfully fond of the owner of Zaun's only bakery; in fact, she'd do anything for her. So, when a hard heat hits the baker, Sevika can't help but offer a helping hand.
Word Count: 3.3k Content/Warnings: omegaverse! if it's not your thing don't read it; nsfw, top!sev, bottom!reader, soft dom!sev, reader is referred to w fem terms/pronouns, reader has female anatomy, sev has a dick bc i think all alpha's do?? idk im new here A/N: so... heyyyy guys... yes i know this is not on my wip list but i was struck with divine inspiration and who am i to work against higher forces! this is my first time dabbling in omegaverse so i hope it suffices...
𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐁𝐞𝐞 ୨ৎ
──˚₊୨ৎ‧₊˚──
There’s something tugging at Sevika.
She’s already scanned the room for what it could be, but nothing seems out of the ordinary. The booth she routinely occupies at The Last Drop feels no different than it ever has, the playing cards and poker chips littering the rickety wooden table in front of her are just as beat up as they always are, and her drunken opponents are as easy to beat as ever.
She’s slouched back against the wall behind her, brows furrowed and eyes trained on the half-empty glass of whiskey dampening its paper coaster. The anticipation buzzing around her shouldn’t feel so foreign; the woman’s M.O. is to be at attention, at all times, with no exceptions. Still, there's a hum of urgency that's much louder tonight than usual. Something is telling her-something is demanding her-to remain alert, attentive, ready to be of service.
Her flesh hand twitches, fingers squeezing around the rim of the glass she holds for a split second.
Someone needs her. Someone needs her now.
She can’t put her finger on who it could be, or why it could be, so she taps at the glass’s rim with it instead.
A voice, gruff after nearly a lifetime of smoking, pulls her from her concentration on ripples running through liquid amber.
“You even payin’ attention?” The ash of his cigar falls onto the table as the hand that holds it gestures towards her chips.
On an ordinary night, she’d shoot the shit. Give him a playful scoff. Tell him that she wasn’t paying attention at all, and somehow, she was still kicking his ass.
But, despite the normalcy of The Last Drop’s Friday night debauchery, despite the inventory she’d taken of her surroundings telling her that everything should be okay, she still can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong.
It’s pulling her to her feet now. She downs the rest of her whiskey as she stands, mumbling something about everyone splitting her earnings evenly as she walks off. Her opponents are left entirely confused and a little bit richer as they watch her stride away with her usual purpose.
Where this pull is taking her, she has no idea. Frankly, she doesn’t care. She no longer feels her stomach wrenching as she tries to fight off the force yanking at her cloak, begging her to go wherever she’s going now. With every step, there is clarity.
Someone needs her. Someone needs her now.
She's getting closer to them. With every step she takes, she finds that her lungs are easier to fill now that she knows this person needn’t worry any longer.
When she ends up at your door, her entire body melts on exhale.
Of all the people in the world, there’s no one else she’d rather be needed by.
Be it the chaos that had ensued just before meeting you for the first time, or the way you seemed to calm her stormy seas at first glance, she remembers it like it was yesterday.
She remembers swinging the bakery’s door open in a panic, eyes wide and wild as they hurriedly scanned the room for a head of fluffy hair dyed blue.
“I’ve got her,” a voice rang out. A voice like honey to match your honeysuckle scent, she immediately noted.
You stood behind the counter, placing a piping bag down and wiping your hands on your blush-colored apron with a shy smile.
Lo and behold, there sat Isha, perched on the marble countertop next to you. She stared up at Sevika with big, innocent eyes; far too innocent for a girl who’d just escaped Sevika's grasp and booked it to the bakery she’d been begging to visit for weeks now.
“She’s quick,” you chortle. “Sugar may not have been the best idea, now that I think of it…”
You look over at the small girl whose mouth was now opening as wide as it could go to take a bite of the blueberry muffin you’d given her. It was too late. She was hooked and sure as shit to be bouncing off of the walls, now.
Sevika’s eyes trail from the crumbs stuck to Isha’s lips to the affectionate smile gracing your own. It was too late. You were sweet as honey, and she was hooked, too.
That was nearly a year ago, now. Trips to the bakery slowly but surely changed from Isha’s demand to Sevika’s suggestion. Eventually, Sevika began visiting on her own; before work to get a coffee, during her breaks to grab a cheese danish, after work to pick up a blueberry muffin for Isha.
It would have been less-than-chivalrous if she hadn’t begun offering to hang around until you closed shop so she could walk you home, would have been impolite to decline the Sunday afternoon taste-testing sessions you’d started inviting her over for.
She’s a gentlewoman. It’s only principle. That’s what she tells herself, at least.
That’s what she tells herself as her knuckles tap thrice on your door.
She starts to feel antsy again when you don’t come bounding to the door as usual, when your honeyed voice doesn't call out that you’ll be right there. She worries even more when you do reach the door, but it doesn’t swing open to reveal a bright smile, a pretty girl covered in flour and smelling of vanilla. Instead, you flick the deadbolt to the right, trail back to your room, and leave the door unlocked for her to enter of her own accord.
Her stomach turns like the doorknob she’s grasping, but as soon as the door opens, she knows what’s wrong.
The blossom of honeysuckle in the spring floats through the air. This much was a given; she knows this is what she’ll smell when she’s around you.
Tonight, though, it’s honeysuckle and something else. Something thick, hitting her like a brick wall. A white musk that nearly knocks her back when it crosses the threshold of your apartment door to meet her in the hallway.
She’s quick to step in and even quicker to close the door behind her. That scent was sure to attract unwanted visitors: Alphas looking to sink their gnashing teeth into something sweet.
She twists the deadbolt back to the left, her eyes darting across the room to find you. When that doesn’t suffice-when you’re nowhere to be seen- she follows your scent trail instead. Follows it back to your room, where her heart nearly breaks at the sight before her.
You’ve got what she figures must be every pillow in the house propped up against the headboard, every blanket you own pushed down to the foot of the bed, and you sit at the center of it all with your legs pulled into your chest, your head buried in your knees, and your arms wrapped around the ball you’ve curled yourself into.
There’s a pedestal fan pointed directly at you, despite the oversized sweater you adorn. You’re refusing to take it off, she bets. Want something soft and warm wrapped around you at all costs, even if it means you’ll sweat through it.
A soft grin spreads across her face as she approaches, slow and steady. It was her turn to calm your storm, now.
She sinks to her knees next to your bed, elbows resting on the flower-shaped throw pillow she remembers you buying when you were out shopping in the square with her one day. She’d taken a liking to it herself, always opting to rest her head on its pink petals as she stretched her long legs along the length of your couch, or holding it close to her chest as the two of you watched yet another horror movie you both knew damn well would keep you up all night.
She tries not to think too much of the fact that of all the pillows stacked upon your bed, it's the one you’ve got right next to you.
Her voice is nearly a whisper when she finally speaks, grey eyes soft and warm as they gaze up at you from her place on the floor.
“Hey, doll.”
All you manage to muster in response is a weary groan.
She exhales through her nose, eyebrows knitting together in concern.
“Rough heat?”
Your muffled sob cuts through the quiet, and her hand flies out to knead your thigh.
Her eyes widen in sudden consternation. Your skin is a brazier underneath her large palm.
“Janna,” she suddenly calls out, eyes frantic as they travel across your figure. “Y/n, you’re burning up. How long have you had a fever?”
She trades flesh for cold metal, anchoring her mech hand to your thigh in hopes that it’ll cool you down. Her right hand splays across your back, rubbing large circles across its expanse as you sniffle into your knees.
“Two days,” you mumble weakly, and much to her dismay.
Two days was too long for you to be in this state, nevertheless alone.
“I thought I’d have been claimed by now,” you admit, your voice wobbling.
“Don’t talk like that,” she commands. “There’s no timeline for this stuff. It’ll happen when it-”
“It’s not like that!”
Your head finally snaps up from your knees, teary eyes locking onto hers.
“It’s not… It’s not that I can’t find anyone. It’s that I can’t…”
Your voice breaks, and her hand trails up from your back to rest on the back of your neck, her thumb massaging the tightness at the base of your skull as she waits patiently for you to gather yourself.
You’re well aware that in the crux of an already grueling heat is not the best time to share an admission that very well could permanently alter your relationship with the woman you hold dearest. You’re also aware that you won’t be able to keep lying to Sevika for much longer.
You wouldn’t be able to keep lying to yourself for much longer.
Your words are still shaky despite the bracing deep breath you take before speaking.
“I can’t stand anyone else’s scent…”
Her hand stills, but her touch doesn’t falter. Her face doesn’t fall.
She’s still here. She’s still steady, still constant, but she needs you to be sure.
“Anyone else?” She asks, her voice low.
A small huff escapes you. You know Sevika. She doesn’t do vague.
She’s going to make you say it.
“I can’t stand anyone’s scent but yours.”
A pregnant pause settles in between the two of you.
And then, her hand is moving from the back of your neck to tuck a tendril of hair behind your ear.
“Do you want me to help?”
You nod fervently, words tumbling from your lips before you can stop them.
“Want you so bad, it hurts; please, Sev, I-”
Her lips crash into yours, stealing your breath away. Your heart is already racing, your core is already throbbing, you’re already whimpering into her mouth.
It was too late. You were sweet as honey, and she’d just gotten a taste.
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It’s been hours. She’s been fucking you for hours.
You nearly feel bad for being so insatiable; only nearly, because she had made it very clear very quickly that you needn’t ever apologize for lasting so long, for needing the next round not even five minutes after the last, for wanting it faster, harder, deeper.
You needn’t ever apologize for allowing her the opportunity to take care of you.
Much to your dismay, sometimes taking care of you meant that she would slow down to check in, insist you take a breather, or get you a glass of water. Sevika knows that what you want is to be ravaged, to let your mind go all fuzzy and your body go all limp as she takes you, claims you, breeds you. Sevika knows that what you need is someone looking out for your best interest when you’re all-consumed by your heat, someone who knows that the responsibility of an alpha is to provide far more than a good fuck.
Still, she isn’t surprised that you nearly burst into tears when her pace begins to relent. Janna knows how hard it is for her to stop when you look so pretty laid out for her like this; legs thrown over her shoulders, hands desperately grabbing at firm muscle and cool metal, brows knit together in pleasure as you cry out for her.
She leans down to press a kiss to the beads of sweat forming on your hairline, and knows she needs to stop anyway.
“Wait, wait, wait,” you plead, wrapping your legs around her waist and rolling your hips up into her own, “please don’t stop, please keep going, Sev…”
She plants a kiss on your shoulder this time, the salt of sweat-sticky skin on her lips.
“You’re getting too hot, baby,” she purrs. “We’re not done, I promise. Just need to make sure you cool off for a second.”
You whine in defiance, and she hums in understanding, but you’re too fucked out to do anything but lay there and let her press a cool rag to your forehead and your flushed chest.
“You feelin’ okay, mama?”
She doesn’t miss the way your lip quirks up into the beginnings of a smirk.
“What?” She asks with a grin, bearing the gap in between her teeth. You’d told her it was cute once. The tips of her ears were dark red for the rest of the day.
“Don’t call me that,” you smile.
She just quirks a brow in playful curiosity.
“Not unless you plan on putting a baby in me.”
Her hands still. Her grin falters. For a moment, you worry that you’ve crossed a line.
Then, glittery grey irises go dark like a storm cloud rolling in. Her eyes are lidded, full of desire. Her jaw clenches, her nostrils flare, her muscles twitch for a split second.
Her head dips down to hide in your neck, but there, she finds that honeysuckle and musk hit her even harder here. You don’t miss the way her body writhes atop your own.
“Careful joking around like that,” she husks.
You buck your hips up in a challenge. “Who said I was joking?”
And then, she whines. Sevika whines.
“Couldn’t get you pregnant if I wanted to, doll,” she resigns. “I’m on suppressants.”
“That’s okay,” you coo, hands stroking up and down the length of her back, her skin warm and her muscles strong underneath your palm. “You can pretend. Jus’ want you to cum inside of me.”
This time, she growls, and you don’t miss the way her canines scrape across your pulse point.
She trails open-mouthed kisses from your neck, to your jaw, to the corner of your lips, breath shaky along the way.
Her resolve is crumbling, her restraint weakening. She had found you in need, and now, here she was, just as desperate as you had been.
“Come on, baby,” you urge, voice just over a whisper. “Take me.”
You're flipped over and pinned to the bed in a second. She yanks you up onto your knees by your waist, and her mech hand travels down your spine to push you further into the mattress while her flesh hand works to line herself up in between your legs. You gasp when you feel her sliding through your slick, whine when she presses an inch in before slipping back out and dipping down to nudge your swollen bud of nerves, groan when she finally presses into you completely, the head of her length prodding at your cervix.
She pants above you, both hands settling on your waist as she gives you a moment to adjust, and as soon as you're pushing back against her, she’s snapping her hips into you. Her grip is bruising as she pulls you back to meet every thrust. Your hands fly out to grab at the sheets next to you, your heady cries of pleasure muffled by the soft pillows piled at the head of the bed.
“How’s that? Huh?”
Her voice is gravelly from exertion. Sexier than it already is. How that’s even possible, you’re not sure. You don’t care. You can’t even think.
Sevika leans down to nip at your earlobe.
“Talk to me, baby,” she rasps. “This what you wanted? Wanted me to fuck a baby into you, hm? Wanted me to make you mine?”
You nod frantically, babbling out a yes, sobbing into the pillow. You bite down hard on your bottom lip, hiccupping against the breath you can’t seem to catch.
“I’ve got you,” she croons, her pace gentler now. “Deep breath for me, doll.”
Her flesh hand interlaces with your own, her thumb rubbing soothing circles into the meaty flesh between your thumb and your forefinger. You nod with a whimper, following her command.
“Good girl.”
She reaches down in between your slick-covered thighs to circle at your clit, rubbing lazy circles in tandem with her slow, deep strokes. She hisses at the feeling of your velvety walls clenching around her, grits her teeth as she begins to speed up.
You make it so damn hard for her to keep it together, reaching up to grab the hair at the nape of her neck and pushing her head down into your shoulder. She knows exactly what you’re asking for.
Her bite.
You’re asking her to sink her teeth into sugar, and Sevika’s always had a sweet tooth.
She clenches her jaw even tighter. Takes deep breaths through her nose. Fucks you into the mattress instead.
The bite will come later. When you’re not in heat, when you’re thinking clearly, when you can comprehend that what you’re asking for is to be bound to her. When it does come- when you do ask for that- she’ll say yes. No question.
She’s been yours since the moment she walked through the bakery’s doors nearly a year ago.
But right now, she’s here to take care of you. Nothing more, nothing in return.
A voice like honey rings out like music to her ears.
“Oh- fuck, don’t stop. Mm- gonna… gonna cum…”
“That’s right, baby. Give me another, yeah?”
And when she latches onto the juncture between your shoulder and your neck, sucking just hard enough for you to feel a dull pinch, you fall apart, her name tumbling from your lips like a prayer.
That’s when she liked her name most. When it came from you.
This time, it’s what pushes her over the edge. It’s all nearly too much; the sound of you moaning her name, your scent inundating her senses, the feeling of you tightening around her, the pulse that thrums against her canines.
Shimmer doesn’t even make her feel this feral.
You can feel her twitching against your walls as she fucks you through your release with a new vigor.
“Fuck,” she grits, “say the word and I’ll pull out.”
“Don’t.”
Sugar meets spice. Your command is stern, and Sevika is good at following orders.
She ruts into you with a broken moan, hissing with each involuntary twitch of her hips as she spills into you.
Soon, she joins you in a leaden slump, her warm body caging you in and her cock still sheathed inside of you. The hum of the pedestal fan and the rasp of your pants fill the room like white noise.
And then, you giggle. A blissed out, breathy giggle that has the corner of Sevika’s mouth quirking up into a smile.
“What?” she pants.
“Nothing. Jus’ happy.”
She hums in contentment. “Feel better?”
“Much better.”
And Sevika can’t ignore the way her heart flutters, the pride she feels knowing she was able to take care of you, the desire she has to take care of you for as long as she lives.
The bite will come later, she reminds herself. Right now, there’s just you. Sweet as honey.
“Good,” she muses. “That’s what I’m here for.”
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p.s. anybody want pt.2 feat. reader getting sev's bite...?
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one of my new coworkers' pets are all starwars/marvel name themed. another new coworker said she could see me being a "ren faire wedding kind of person". a third started quoting Charlie the Unicorn today
i dont even remember WHAT it was that my boss said, but she made some kinda reference that was so Words My Mother Would Say that it totally blindsided me
#it makes sense re: my boss bc i am the exact same age as her son. she's only a year younger than my mom#very weird to be working for Almost My Mother#even weirder when its in a building full of people who apparently Are My Kind of People#which isnt a phrase i love but i have no idea how else to put it#im used to like. having a couple of coworkers who vibe with me and frequent the same media circles but like. its EVERYONE here???#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO#anyway ive had this job for a week and im in the part where ive learned just enough things to know i know Nothing and it scares me#this is the worst part of every new job. It Will Pass.#there's no shortcut to the part where you just Know Things. gotta travel through the valley of Suck first.#it only feels harder than the shitty warehouse job bc its New and the warehouse was Routine.
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Kinda really obsessed with the idea of him becoming super obsessed with you after fucking you…
CW: AFAB!Reader, stalking, obsessive behavior, yandere-esque behavior (if I missed something, pls kindly let me know!)
Like, I imagine that maybe he’s just come back from deployment? Would explain why he’s so starved for a good fuck, ya know?
Probably meets you in a pub (bc duh) and after a few drinks between the two of you, you both decide to go back to his place.
He figures it’s gonna be nothing too big of a deal. Certainly nothing he hasn’t done before.
Who hasn’t taken a bird back from the pub for a good fuck?
But the moment he slides into your cunt, he knows that he’d been wrong.
Whatever he’d been doing before was not fucking. Was not having sex. Because sex with you—with your slutty cunt and those heavenly sounds you make—is bewitching.
As if your cunt is putting him deeper and deeper under a spell with every twitch and clench.
A spell he gladly welcomes.
Your body is so soft and beautiful. And you…you’re so pliant and willing—batting those pretty lashes at him with that dazed, fucked out look in your eyes.
And that’s when the spell cements.
When a flip switches inside of him.
When something…changes.
He grips your ankles and hoists your legs over his shoulders to drive his cock even deeper inside of your quivering heat.
Your back bows off the bed and your hands grapple the sheets, moans tumbling from your kiss swollen lips as your eyes nearly roll all the way back.
“Yer mine. All mine.”And there’s a stutter in his breath as he moans, his hips momentarily stuttering in their otherwise relentless movements. “Say it fer me, love.”
But with the way he’s got you practically folded in half—knees all but bent to your chest with your legs draped over his back—replying to him is the furthest thing from your mind right now.
He angles his hips, driving long and deliciously thick cock directly into your sweet spot over and over again—seemingly determined to drive you insane with pleasure.
Seemingly determined to fuck you positively dumb.
“Say. It.”He grits out, his voice taking on an almost animalistic, growling tone.
There is something so primal about his command. Something about it brings out such a fundamental instinct in you that you cannot help but to comply—to submit.
“Y-Yours…”You manage to utter amongst your incoherent babbling and moaning.
One word.
You only speak one word.
But one word is all he needed to hear.
He fucks you well into the morning. The sun rises, its light shining through the cracks in the curtains by the time he turns you loose and allows you to rest.
And rest you do.
When you wake up, it’s practically evening!
You’re quite embarrassed. But like the gentleman he is, he assures you that he does not mind. In fact, he even offers to pay for your transportation home.
You decline, too embarrassed about your faux pas.
And for you? You assume that, while this was an amazing experience, it was a one time thing. You don’t expect to see him again.
But you do.
You run into him again and again and again.
At the market. At the park. At the coffee shop.
It’s fate! It’s the universe! It’s gotta be something, right?
It’s…him.
You really thought he was going to let you go after that world altering fuck? The way you blew his mind? The way your cunt hypnotized him?
Silly, beautiful, stupid woman.
Just the thought of someone else having you like that…no, he doesn’t even want to think about it.
How could he let you get away?
No, he had to hack your phone.
Not like it was hard…sure he’s more of a “field” agent. More used to having a gun in his hand and his boots on the ground, but he’s no stranger to some lines of spyware code.
Besides, you made it quite easy for him by sleeping in as long as you did…not that he minded of course!
You look so peaceful while you sleep. So beautiful, actually.
And really, he was so very glad he’d hacked your phone. How else was he supposed to know where you lived when you rejected his offer to pay for your transportation home?
But now that he’s in your phone, he’s practically in your life already.
Every contact you have saved, he knows.
Every place you go, he knows and can go there too. (How do you think your two have been running into each other so often?)
Every post you like. Every pin you save. Every song you playlist. He knows it all.
Not that you know it…not that you ever will.
He’ll let you believe it’s fate. Or the universe. Or whatever. Doesn’t matter to him, really.
Besides, you’re already his.
You even said so yourself…remember?
(Oh you don’t? Then why doesn’t he just remind you?)
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hii I love ur work bookie!!
brat tamer caleb nsfw? looks around nervously ..
Brat tamer Caleb ! ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊
wc: 2.6k
a/n: hi bookie!! LOL no need to be nervous 😏 thank u so much!! that seriously means so much to me ‹33 hope this was okay. i can totally see caleb being a brat tamer, but only if u wanted him to be bc that man is DOWN BADD. like otherwise he would totally give in.
as always, DM me, comment, or send another ask if u wanted something else! i won't get butthurt. if anything i just get an excuse to write caleb more
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Everything was completely fine. You were completely fine.
Until Caleb rolled his sleeves to his elbows and leaned back in his chair like he didn't know exactly what that would do to you.
Maybe you were a little desperate, but that wasn't news. You were always desperate for Caleb.
You shifted closer, brushing up against his side like it was just some innocent gesture. "Calebbb."
Caleb grinned, leaning down to hear you over the clinking glass and passing conversations. "Pipsqueaakk."
You pursed your lips and batted your eyelashes. It was an overused look, but one that always won Caleb over—he claimed it was "too pretty to resist."
"Aren't you a little bored?" You trailed your heel up his shin under the table, the touch drawing out a small chuckle. He knew that move. Knew that look.
"Mm.. maybe a little," he admitted. "But it'd be rude to leave a dinner you're supposed to have with your friends."
You frowned, leaning in even closer. Who cared about modesty anymore? Caleb looked too damn good to not be bending you over the table right now.
Alright. Down, girl.
"C'mon." You nudged him lightly. "We can just say a quick goodbye and be done."
But he still wasn't budging. If anything, he was liking this, letting an amused little grin tugging at his lips.
You chewed your cheek. What an ass.
"Please?" You brushed your lips against his ear, the gesture innocent enough to pass off as nothing. "I need you."
Caleb watched as you sat back. Oh, you were going all out.
The thought made him laugh. He loved you like this. Loved how desperate you were to be put you in your place. "You're being naughty tonight."
You sucked your lip between your teeth, shifting uncomfortably in your seat.
"I'm sorry, Pips," he huffed, shaking his head and taking a small sip of his drink, "but I think you can wait a little."
"Caleb—"
"You really wanna act all needy in front of your friends?" Caleb mused, casting you a sideways glance. Any protests you had left instantly melted away. It was hard to think when Caleb looked at you like that—all smug and sharp like he already had you exactly where he wanted.
"Just sit pretty. You'll get what you want in a little."
You huffed.
Just sit pretty?
No. No, absolutely not. Caleb had never resisted that look. Why the hell was he starting now, when you needed him so badly it hurt?
You crossed your arms and sat back in your seat, your eyes darting over your friends who all looked completely unbothered—laughing, drinking, eating.
God.
They had no idea that Caleb had just denied you.
And that you were going to make him pay.
The rest of the night you teased him.
You trailed your fingers up his thigh, flashing him an innocent smile when his eyes darted towards you. Sharp. Suspicious.
You didn't stop though. Instead, you brought your hand higher, stopping dangerously close to his groin. And when he didn't even flinch, you went higher. His hitched little breath was your cue to pull back.
Two could play this game.
You pulled your dress a little too low to expose more skin. You brushed your ankle against his more suggestively. You texted him the filthy things and watched as he read them, then spread his thighs subtly and shifted in his seat.
You were getting to him.
Deny as he might.
But he never broke. No. Caleb was too cool for that. He could give your leg a warning little squeeze and murmur dirty promises in your ear, but he didn't break.
Not even on the car ride home.
You sat there, elbow resting on the window and legs squeezed together.
"Tired?"
You blinked, glancing over at Caleb. He wasn't looking at you. Not then, anyway. But you saw it, heard it—the little upward curl of his lips and mocking lilt in his voice.
You sucked in your cheek. "Mmn. No, I'm feeling great. Actually," you shifted, squeezing your legs together a little tighter, "I think I'll help myself when I get home."
Caleb tensed slightly, his grip on the steering wheel tightening. "Play nice, Pips."
"I am playing nice," you hummed, turning your gaze back out the window.
Caleb let out a disbelieving laugh. You were annoyingly stubborn and he loved that. You gave him the perfect challenge. The perfect chase.
"Maybe I shouldn't."
Caleb's eyes darted toward you again. "What do you mean?"
You met his gaze again, lips soft and sweet, curled into the cute smile that told him you were up to.
"I'm just so—" you sighed, arching your back off the seat. Not too dramatic. Just enough to look real. "I'm so pent up. I don't know if I can wait 'till we get home."
Caleb scoffed. "You wouldn't."
You shouldn't.
You knew what he'd do to you when you got home. How'd he'd put you back in your place and God, if that isn't what you were asking for all night.
"I would," you murmured, eyes glued to him as you pulled your dress up and bunched it around your stomach.
Caleb let out a stuttered breath. But he didn't speak. He couldn't. Because were you seriously about to get off in front of him? In his passenger seat? To taunt him?
The answer was a resounding yes when he heard the first, slick slide of your fingers over your swollen bundle of nerves.
And you just smiled, lazily rolling up into your touch. Caleb's eyes narrowed.
THAT was it.
You finally had him.
You could feel it.
Without warning, he swerved onto a different street, pulling into an empty, dimly lit parking space, and turned the engine off.
"Get in the back." He stared at you, his chest falling and rising just a little too quickly. "Now."
A small part of you wanted to put up more of a fight. Reject him the way he'd so rudely done to you this evening. But the bigger, more needy part of you was already scrambling to the back seat.
You watched with bated breath as Caleb slipped out of the car, only to slip into the back seat with you.
He didn't tease or wait, just grabbed you and pressed you into the window. You gasped, hands grasping for something to hold onto.
Caleb leaned over you, his stomach pressing against your lower back as he murmured into your ear. "You're lucky I love you so much, you know?" He dragged his hand down your leg, then back up to slip it between your legs, and pressed two fingers against the damp fabric of your underwear.
"I could've made you wait 'till we got home, but I'm taking care of you right now."
You whined, helplessly nudging your hips back against his hand. "Thank you."
You didn't care how breathy or pathetic you sounded. You needed Caleb now.
Caleb huffed, nudging your panties to the slide to run his fingers through your drooling cunt. "Don't thank me yet."
But your body was already doing that, fluttering around nothing, begging for him to do something. And when he finally did, you nearly buckled.
You would've collapsed into the window if he hadn't been holding you.
"You're so wet," he awed, rubbing slow, deliberate circles over your puffy clit. "Were you like this the whole dinner?"
"Yes," you moaned out, your body jolting when he teased your entrance. It was barely the tip of his finger, but you were desperate and overeager. Any touch had your mind spinning.
"Naughty girl," he breathed, dipping his finger in your clenching hole for a second before pulling out and going back to rubbing.
You whined, pushing your hips back again.
You thought you had him.
That he was finally giving you what you were begging for all night.
Until he pulled his hand away.
"Uh-uh."
You breathed out a shaky sigh.
No, no, no.
Why was he stopping?
"Caleb—Please."
"Nope."
You fought every cell in your body not to push your hips back again. You knew you'd find nothing, but it was like instinct.
"You don't get to take after tonight. You just get to look pretty while I do this." His fingers found your slick folds again, but he didn't move. Not yet. "Understand?"
You bit your lip.
Caleb nipped at your ear. "C'mon, baby. Understand?"
"I understand," you whimpered.
"There you go." Finally, he started moving again, rubbing you in maddening little circles. He knew just the way you liked it. Knew you liked to be teased just a little.
So he'd slip his finger down and pump a finger in. Slow, steady, then go back to your clit when you thought you'd had enough.
But you weren't getting enough.
"Caleb, this isn't fair," you exhaled, dropping your head against the window like that might ease the ache between your legs.
"No? You don't think so, Pips?" He mused, words a little breathy.
Your skin prickled at the teasing lilt you heard. You knew it was pointless, but you shook your head away, the movement slow and pathetic.
"What isn't fair is you thinking you have the right to anything after you were touching me and sending me those dirty texts all night," Caleb gritted out, plunging his fingers in and curling them to hit that perfect spot inside you.
You gasped, unable to help the way your hips jerked back. "Yes! Oh, God!"
For a second, you had some semblance of relief before he was pulling out again.
"Pipsqueak... I thought I told you to keep still."
"You..." You paused, a whine tearing from your throat when he went back to the same agonizing movements on your achy clit. "You didn't explicitly say to stay still. You just—you just told me to look pr—"
"Don't get smart with me unless you want me to stop completely." His breath fanned over your neck. "And I really don't want to stop."
"Please don't stop!" You sunk your nails into the leather seat. "I'll be still. Promise."
Claeb groaned, moving his fingers slightly faster now. Maybe it was a reward, or maybe he just couldn't help it. You didn't know. Didn't care. He was moving faster and that's all that mattered.
Your breath left in uneven pants as the heat in your stomach coiled tighter and tighter with each pass of his fingers.
You were close.
So close.
Caleb was hitting all the perfect spots, circling the little bud between your thighs like he knew your body better than he knew his own.
You were almost there.
Just a little more.
Your lips parted with a silent gasp.
Then—
He stopped.
Gently eased his hand away and started pumping you, slowly.
You nearly cried. "No, no, no. Caleb—" You bit your lip to keep the pathetic sound from tumbling out. "Ca–Caleb, please! Just—I—"
"Shh, you're okay."
If you hadn't caught the mocking edge in his voice, you would've melted at the sweet words.
"Next time, don't tease me if you can't handle this."
You sighed, the sound breaking off on a whine. Your window was all fogged up, sweat and tears clung to your cheeks. You were a mess, and Caleb was completely fine. Teasing you. Feeling you, like you weren't losing your goddamn mind.
"I won't do it again," you blurted. "Just let me come. I wanna come..!"
Caleb huffed out a quiet laugh. "A brat and a liar." He slid his slick fingers back in your throbbing cunt, giving you just enough to make your toes curl, but not enough to push you over the edge. "Suchh a naughty girl today, huh?"
"'Mmno! I promise!"
Caleb sunk in knuckle deep and started curling his fingers, brushing over the spongy spot that made you see stars.
"Ah-ahh," Caleb murmured. "You know how I feel about broken promises."
"Caleb—P-please! Pro–promise!"
He laughed again, the sound making you clench around him. "You're making this worse for yourself, Pips."
You were close again. He was touching all the right spots, curling and uncurling his fingers in a way that made your eyes roll to the back of your head and your thighs tremble around his hand.
"You're close," he rasped, listening to the obscene squelch that told him you were so worked up it hurt.
You grit your teeth, nodding.
So close again.
He had to give it to you this time. He had to. You earned it, right?
Fucking wrong.
Just when you were about to come, he pulled away. Again. Fingers slick and warm.
Your whole body was screaming for release. He couldn't leave you like this. He wouldn't.
"I'm sorry!" you cried. "I'm sorry I teased you! Please let me come!"
"Yeah?" Caleb brought his fingers back to the mess between your legs and tapped them playfully against your slick flesh. The sound it drew was sinful. "I don't believe you."
"Caleb—!"
"Show me how sorry you are." Slowly, he pushed his fingers back in. "Fuck yourself on me."
Your breath caught in your throat. "I—I can move?"
Caleb's fingers twitched, eager to watch you lose yourself. "Mhmm. You can move."
"I can come?"
"Yep. Move, cum, whatever you want—as long as you do the work. Can you do that, Pips?"
You didn’t even answer—you were already grinding down, fucking yourself on his fingers like you needed it to breathe. You were moaning and panting on every filthy slide of his fingers.
"You look so pretty like this." Caleb gawked, watching every shift and twitch of your hips as you sank on his fingers over and over again. "Using my fingers to get yourself off—Fuck—"
He bit his lip at the little curse slipped out. He wanted to keep up the facade of indifference, but it was impossible when you looked and felt like that.
"Faster. C'mon," he rasped. "Don't you want it?"
"Mm'yes! I want it!" You didn't miss a beat. You moved faster, filling the car with your moans and cries.
The corners of your vision blurred as you chased down your orgasm like a woman possessed. You didn't stop. Didn't hesitate, not even when you felt your arms shake and your head lull forward against the glass.
"Caleb! I'm—Yes! Oh, God!"
"That's it. Right there, right there," Caleb encouraged.
And then you were finally coming.
Your orgasm ripped through you with a guttural cry. Your body twitched, wave after wave of arousal gushing around his slender fingers.
Caleb held you through everything, making sure you didn't collapse against the door when the aftershocks finally washed over you.
"Hey, you okay?"
When you didn't answer, panic flared in his chest. Had he been too mean? Did he hurt you?
Caleb shifted, sitting back and holding you in his lap.
"Hey, Pips."
"Mm."
He sighed.
"Don't do that to me. Are you okay?"
You didn't answer, just lazily curled into his chest and wrapped two shaky arms around his neck.
Caleb instantly melted into you, peppering your head with kisses. "You did so good, pretty."
You gave another quiet hum in response and he chuckled. "Are you sure you're okay?"
You nodded. "I'm.. very okay."
Caleb smiled. "Good." He pressed another kiss to your head. "Wanna stay like this for a bit?"
"Please."
He huffed. "Anything for you."
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WEBCAM PERV! (1)
pairings ❥ heeseung x fem!reader
point of view ❥ third person, omniscient
warnings ❥ mutual masturbation, cyberstalking, noncon recording
synopsis ❥ you meet heeseung on omegle and quickly hit it off until you accidentally disconnect. feeling at a loss from not being able to find him again, you give up and live life as if it never happened. unbeknownst to you, however, he turns out to be a hacker who hacked into your camera, resorting to watching your secretly from behind the screen… until he didn’t.
genre ❥ smut
word count ❥ 4.4k
taglist: @rayofsunshineeee
Webcam Perv! (2)
author’s note: sorry it took me a bit longer to release, i ended up rewriting over the whole draft. i was gonna write the full story in one go, but if there’s one thing you should know about me, it’s that i love making series. anyway i hope yall enjoy! & a reminder that my requests are open (send as an ask or submission pls do not dm me lol). go check out my other stories while you’re at it bc i have much more cooking! not proofread so don’t come for me!
y/n lay blank faced on her bed with her phone in hand. it had been hours since she’d gotten home from her classes, and now she was just scrolling mindlessly on tiktok out of boredom. her room was quiet except for the occasional hum of her heater and the everchanging audios blasting from her phone’s speakers.
she sighed, tossing her phone to the side resorting to staring at the ceiling. as the days were growing colder, y/n couldn’t help but to feel this growing sense of loneliness creeping in, like there was something missing that she couldn’t quite put her finger onㅡexcitement was the closest word she think of. she didn’t have many friends to talk to, or text, or hang out with—just her best friend natty, but the girl was currently unreachable as she had already fallen asleep after their brief phone call.
midterms were always the dryest times for y/n. after spending hours in the library, forcing far too many categories of knowledge down her throat for her own goodㅡ just to end up with barely above average scores, she was too drained to do much of anything else when she got home. but, it was hard to just sleep. she was intransigent when it came to resting after studying because she wanted to give herself the free time she’d lost instead. usually being on her phone, and rotting her brain away with the useless curated content that she handpicked for herself would suffice. but on days like thisㅡ where her studying ended close to (or in this case, after) midnight, it wasn’t nearly enough to satisfy the dopamine she was longing for.
after a few moments of lying in a frozen state of staring off into nothing, she reached for her laptop, opening it on impulse. omegle. it had been a while since she’d used it, and honestly, it wasn’t the best idea, but she figured it might help pass the time. and maybe it’d even give her some form of human interaction, though her hopes weren’t too high given the website’s reputation. she typed “k-pop” into the category field, hoping it’d narrow down the pool to people around her age who might share at least one interest with her.
the first few chats weren’t anything special. she ran through the typical brief hellos, the awkward pauses, and of course the familiar “stranger has disconnected.” a few times, however, she was met with the sight of creepy old men who took pleasure in flashing, reacting at lightning speed to skip the chats before things could get worse. some people seemed normal at first, friendly even, but as soon as they’d start saying weird thingsㅡor worse, making noises that gave away their intentions, it’d soil her mood once again as she refreshed her tab.
after getting skipped again for the umpteenth time, y/n found herself hovering her mouse over the “new chat” button, debating. she looked at the clock in the corner of her screen, she had already wasted 30 minutes trying to find a normal human being to talk to. she was beginning to wonder if this was really a good idea to begin with. was it even worth possibly getting harassed for another half hour, in the name of being social? she weighed her options: she could either waste another 2 hours on tiktok, or go to bed. neither seemed appetizing for the hunger of connection she craved. with a sigh, she decided to try one more. and if it didn’t work out, it just meant that it was time to call it a night. she clicked to start a new chat.
stranger is typing…
stranger: hii
you: hello
stranger: m23
you: f22
stranger: cam?
you: earn it?
this one didn’t seem too bad so far, but she wasn’t going to make an early judgement. the man seemed to respect her decision as he quickly changed the conversation. they kept things light, alternating on asking each other random questions back and forth about hobbies, favorite foods, movies, shows, and music. the conversation was easy, fun even, and y/n found herself smiling a little despite the earlier frustration. it was like she was finally getting what she was looking for. with the conversation being tame, he took it as a green light to ask again.
stranger: can i see you now?
you: fine lol
y/n hesitated before turning her camera on and adjusted her hair quickly before looking at the screen. the male in her vision had a sharp, almost angelic face, with delicate features that seemed to be personally sculpted by the man above. his hair was dark and tousled, the slight messiness giving him a laid-back, calm vibe with his headset only adding character to his visual as they laid over his ears. his eyes were a captivating deep brown. they were soft and friendly, it made it hard to look away. even through the webcam, it was clear he had this undeniable charm, his steady gaze hinting that he knew the effect he had on others. the two of them stayed still, ogling each other for a bit, the stare down only being interrupted when he abruptly started typing again.
stranger is typing…
stranger: damn ur fine lol
you: thx so are you
stranger: you in korea?
you: yeah
stranger: me too
stranger is typing…
stranger: audio?
you: yk what? yeah
heeseung and y/n both go to turn on their audio. while her room was silent, disregarding the small noise coming from her room’s heater, heeseung had r&b music softly playing in the background. it only added to this boy next door vibe she was getting from him. the two of them were silent for a second before heeseung decided to break the ice by speaking first.
“hello? let me know if you can hear me.” his voice came through clearly, deep and smooth, carrying a natural warmth that drew her in without him even trying. a part of her was convinced he had to secretly be a weirdo. what was someone as attractive as him even doing on this site, yet alone at this hour? she took a breath before answering.
“hi, yeah i can hear you,” she replied, her tone a little uncertain, unsure of how to match his cool energy. she wasn’t exactly the extroverted type of person to begin with, you can only imagine how much harder it was to speak when such a captivating face was waiting for her response in real time.
heeseung only chuckled softly, the sound seamlessly exuding natural confidence. “so… i guess we finally get to talk now.”
y/n smiled at his words, her need for approval rising as she juggled through all the responses she could make to keep him engaged, “yeah, seems like it,” she responded, her voice was steady now as she tried to shake off the nervousness creeping in.
heeseung chuckled, shifting closer to his keyboard as his fingers danced over the keys. the music in the background shifted, the beat changing just as he leaned back in his chair, folding his arms behind his head. his voice lowered a notch as he spoke, a hint of amusement in his tone. ”i’m, heeseung, by the way.”
“y/n,” she responded.
“i gotta admit,” he said, “i wasn’t sure if you’d actually turn on your mic.”
“why’s that?” she asked, an almost muted giggle escaping her lips as she twirled a strand of her hair, her fingers displaying how nervous she felt. heeseung watched her with a quiet intensity, noticing every little movement she made. the way her fingers fidgeted and how she avoided meeting his gaze through the screen.
“i don’t know,” he said, his tone lazy and nonchalant, but holding a teasing undertoneㅡ a subtle shift she didn’t quite catch onto. “guess i’m just lucky you did.” he didn’t say anything about her fidgeting, though. he didn’t need to. she seemed like the type to change her behavior once it was called out, and he was more captivated by it than he let on. there was something about her shyness, moreso the way she couldn’t quite hide it, that intrigued him. “so, what do you usually do when you’re not chatting with strangers on the internet?”
his question had caught y/n off guard for a brief moment, another nervous laugh slipping past her lips as she tugged on her shirt’s collar, adjusting it to make sure nothing was out of place though she didn’t actually need to. she didn’t know why, but something about talking to him felt different from the others. “uh, not much… if i’m not studying, i just watch tiktoks or call my friend if she’s not tired.” she replied hoping the answer sounded casual enough.
“hm, sounds like you’ve got some time to kill,” heeseung smirked, inching his chair closer to the screen. he opened a second tab, the soft clatter of his typing blending effortlessly with the mellow r&b drifting through the background.
“yeah, guess i do. life’s… kinda mundane, you know?” y/n replied sheepishly. her gaze followed his, noting the slight movement of his hands just out of view, but chucking it up to him searching for another song to play as the music shifted again. he didn’t back away from the screen this time, though. instead, he kept his eyes locked on hers, unwavering.
“i get it,” heeseung replied, his voice lowering slightly, but still keeping its laidback manner, like they were just two people having an ordinary conversation. “i’m the same, but i'm more of a youtube guy, i found out about this site through a video on there.” as he spoke, his finger subtly danced across the keyboard, the screen flickering with the quiet download of her IP address. his eyes stayed on the camera, his expression open and unreadable, like he was genuinely listening to her.
“that’s interesting, this app usually has a bad rep. like, there’s only creeps on here,” y/n said, though her words seemed to be misunderstood as heeseung furrowed his brows.
“are you trying to insinuate that i’m a creep?”
her eyes widened in shock, and she quickly slapped a hand over her mouth. a stutter broke through her words. “what?! no! i’m just saying—i’ve run into a lot of them tonight before i landed on you. so i was just… i don’t know. forget i said anything.” she sulked, her face reddening with embarrassment at her failed attempt to relate. heeseung watched in awe, his lips curving into a small, knowing smile, at her mannerisms, finding every one of her reactions so cute. sensing her discomfort, he smoothly shifted the topic.
“i’m kidding, y/n.” he grinned, showcasing his pearly whites. “so… what’s one thing you’ve always wanted to do but never got around to?” he asked, his tone light, but there was an underlying intensity to his gaze. he wasn’t just asking out of curiosity; he was studying her, absorbing every word she said, as if her answers would tell him everything he needed to know.
y/n paused, thinking for a moment before she answered. “probably traveling more. i feel like i’m always stuck in the same routine.”
“yeah, routines can be… limiting. but they’re also comforting, right?” he paused, his eyes flickering to a different part of his screen for just a moment before he continued. “you know, sometimes it’s those little moments, when everything feels a little too safe, that you need to shake things up.” he spoke so casually, like he was giving advice, but it sounded a bit odd to y/n. she couldn’t shake the feeling that there was more to his words, though she couldn’t put her finger on what it was. regardless, she found herself wanting to stay, wanting to know more. and she was always too paranoid for her own good anyway. it was probably nothing.
“i guess.”
“oh. yeah, but is that the only reason you’re on here?” heeseung’s fingers were still moving on his keyboard, the quiet clicking of the keys going unnoticed now. he wasn’t just talking anymore—he was already pulling the strings, weaving a subtle web around her, all while his words remained smooth and harmless. y/n’s lips pursed in thought, the sudden change in the atmosphere making her feel more curious than she was letting on.
“what do you mean?” she asked, confusion creeping into her tone as she leaned forward, trying to get a better look at him. heeseung’s system, working silently in the background, had breached the security of her wifi by now, scanning through the connected devices, its main goal being to gain access to her phone.
“i mean… it’s almost 4am, saturday night. you’re a cute girl, seem kind of introverted, but you give off this vibe... like you’re looking for some fun.”
whatever dimwitted perception y/n formed of him had shattered. he was no different from any of the other men she’d encountered prior. “oh. i don’t really do… that,” she replied, a slight pout playing on her lips. she moved her mouse to hover over the skip button, but she didn’t click it. something was keeping her here. maybe it was the way he looked at her—too attractive, too confident. she wasn’t sure, but she didn’t move.
heeseung noticed her hesitation, his grin widening. “oh, neither do i,” he said in a humoring manner, brushing her reaction off as if his earlier comment didn’t mean anything. “i just had to test the waters. can you blame me though? it’s not every day you meet an attractive girl on here. you said it yourself, there’s usually only creeps on here, right?”
“yeah,” she laughed, the sound effortlessly drawn out as she got caught in the pull of his charm. any cautions she had before seemed to dissipate as she got lost in his eyes. she debated whether she should just give in—it wasn’t like they’d see each other again, right? but then, the stories about girls who made impulsive choices, and got extorted, crept into her mind. the fear of becoming just another statistic arose.
“what do you have in mind?” she asked, her words slipping out before she could think them through. her people-pleasing tendencies had kicked in, but the smile that spread across his face made her heart race. somehow, it felt good, like she was doing something right. and that made it feel worth it. rewarding, even.
“whatever you’re offering, baby,” heeseung replied smoothly, his voice dipping into an unfamiliar, alluring tone that made her body tingle. as he spoke, his hand moved subtly off-screen, clicking to start recording. the faintest smirk curled on his lips as he leaned closer to the camera, his eyes burning into hers with a suggestiveness that made her feel seen in a way she hadn’t before. desired. wanted.
“i don’t know,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. a nervous smile played on her lips as her fingers fidgeted with the hem of her shirt. her eyes darting away from the camera before flicking back to his. “i’ve never done anything like this before.”
heeseung tilted his head slightly, his smirk widening as he studied her. there was something about her naivety, the way she danced on the edge of her own boundaries, that made his pulse quicken. he decided then and there that if he wasn’t already obsessed before, he definitely was now. utterly and completely.
“well, i’m honored to be the first,” his voice dripped with seduction, but his eyes glinted with something far more sinister.
her cheeks flushed as she hesitated again, her fingers picking at the fabric of her shirt before she finally blurted, “could you maybe…” she paused, laughing softly at how ridiculous she felt to ask. “show me something, too? just to keep it fair.” her words made heeseung pause for a moment before a low chuckle escaped him, growing into full, unrestrained laughter. he leaned back in his chair, shaking his head in amusement, his eyes never leaving her face.
she was truly a character—everything about her was so… adorable. her openness, her immediate trust in a complete stranger, and the impulsivity that seemed to pour out of her without a second thought. it was intoxicating. she was everything he’d been looking for, everything someone like him—a man with desires he dared not say aloud—would dream of finding. and yet, beneath his amusement, there was a darker realization. if she wasn’t careful and kept giving away pieces of herself so easily, someone would take advantage of her. someone crueler, more reckless, more dangerous than him. he couldn’t let that happen. not with anyone else at least. she was his now. and if she was going to be ruined, it would only be by him.
“would you like it better if i go first?” heeseung inquired, his voice smooth as the corners of his lips nearly curled into a restrained smirk. he watched her reaction closely, catching the way her quick, almost desperate nod betrayed her displayed excitement. it was endearing, almost painfully so. it drove him crazy. he pursed his lips, feigning contemplation, before his smile grew wider, softer. “thought so,” he murmured, his tone carrying just enough teasing warmth to make her feel both at ease. she was completely under his spell.
he reached for his webcam, the movement slow as he decided to savor the moment. tilting it slightly, he aimed it downward, the lens capturing his relaxed posture, legs spread comfortably wide. the soft fabric of his sweatpants clung to him in just the right way, emphasizing his figure without him needing to do much at all. the unthought of confidence in his movements was enough to hold her gaze, her breath catching as the tension in the air thickened. his hands grazed over the fabric covering his length, a small hiss of relief leaving his lips as he did so. she had already gotten him painfully hard without even trying.
lifting his hips, he slides his sweats down. just enough for him to pull his cock out, an unintentional gasp falling from y/n’s lips at the sight of it. he couldn’t hide the rush of pride that surfaced at her reaction. it was a response he’d grown accustomed to from his long list of other victims on the site, but there was something about y/n that struck him differently. her wide-eyed gaze, the way her lips parted slightly as if she wanted to speak but couldn’t find the words—it was enough to ignite a deeper need within him, a desire to draw her in further, to leave her completely captivated by him.
a quiet curse slipped past his lips as he stroked, his hand barely being able to wrap around its girth. his movements were meticulous, unhurried as he moved to spread his precum over the rest of his length. he leaned back slightly, his gaze never leaving her face. his dark eyes carried a silent command, the faintest nod of his head urging her to follow his lead. he didn’t have to say a word—his confidence, his control, it was all laid bare in the way he watched her, waiting to see how far she would go.
it was then that y/n realized she couldn't back out now. not that she wanted toㅡ her curiosity, mingled with the pull he had over her, kept her rooted in place. but it was starting to feel too real, the weight of the moment sinking in as she hesitated, unsure of what he was expecting. the fact that he left it up to her made it even more difficult. her mind raced as she nervously tugged at the bottom of her shirt, praying her choice would be enough to satisfy him.
heeseung's gaze didn't waver, his expression unreadable but intent, as though he were savoring every second of her hesitation. when she finally moved, lifting her shirt to display her breasts. her cheeks burned as she moved her hands over one, massaging and pinching her nipples. his lips twitched into the faintest smile. to her, his reaction was subtle, leaving her questioning if she'd done enough.
but to heeseung, it was everything. to him, everything about her was intoxicating, from the nervous way she moved, to the unsure glances she gave him. he would have been satisfied just seeing her collarbone. his heart raced at the thought of how easily she gave in, how willingly vulnerable she was in front of him. it inflated his ego even more, knowing he was the first to witness this side of her.
he forced himself to keep his expression composed, though his excitement was nearly impossible to contain. the speed of his fingers absentmindedly sped up, thinking of how he’d be able to relive it again later tonight. and he’d make sure to replay every moment, over and over, obsessing over the way she unwittingly gave herself to him.“ah~ fuck, y/n,” he whimpered, unable to contain the heat growing over him. his eyes snapped shut, immediately imagining his hand to be hers. his hips bucked, as he began thrusting into his fist chasing the feeling of a body he knew now that he just had to get his hands on. tonight wasn’t going to be enough, he needed more.
y/n didn’t know where her confidence was coming from when her free hand snaked its way down to the hem of her shorts as she pushed past them straight into her panties. she scooted into a slouch allowing herself easier access as she began rubbing on her clit, the pressure soothing its throbbing ache and sending a sweet, shocking sensation throughout her body. she couldn’t bite back the moan that slipped outㅡ the noise sounding like music to heeseung’s ears. oh how jealous he was of her hands now. being able to touch her because he couldn’t. it wasn’t enough, nowhere near it.
”look at me,” he murmured, his voice rough, making her cheeks flush as she slowly opened her eyes to meet his. his gaze was full of desire, making her feel small in a way that was strangely exhilarating. she found herself wanting nothing more than to impress him. she bit her lip as she quickly moved to lower the camera, aiming it to display more of her chest and downward before returning to her prior position on the chair. it didn’t even matter to him that her shorts kept her beautiful cunt a mystery to himㅡ the whole picture was so fucking sexy. the way she was playing with her nipples, pinching and rolling them, the speed of her circular motions increasing as she chased her orgasm, the way her tongue rested on her bottom lip before she bit it, the way sheㅡ
“heeseung~ oh my god.”
fuck. if he was wasn’t already stroking fast enough, he was moving at godspeed now. he wasn’t sure how much longer he could hold back. he rubbed his thumb along his tip’s slit as he kept his pace, the action leaving his hips stuttering. he was so close, and y/n was too. she couldn’t control the volume of her moans, gripping her breast like her life depended on it. “i’m gonna cum, oh my god, oh my god,” the desperation in her voice made him come undone as he bit back a loud, throaty moan. but she kept going, still chasing her climax as her moans got choked out the harder she went on herself.
just as she was about to cum, when she was almost there, her computer suddenly shut down. the screen went black without warning, leaving only an empty, lifeless void. heeseung watched as her screen flickered and then turned dark, his heart sinking in frustration. “fuck!” he swore, shooting forward in his chair, eyes fixed on the blank screen. he slammed a fist on the desk in irritation before quickly ending the recording. his hands moved frantically over the keyboard, reopening his hacking program, desperately trying to figure out what went wrong.
y/n didn’t even notice, her orgasm crashed over her as she felt like every nerve, and cell in her body had come undone. she kept her eyes closed as she let out a breathless sigh, regaining her composure. after a few seconds, y/n opened her eyes to see that her laptop was blank. she frantically clicked on buttons trying to turn it on, clicking the power button which only displayed a red drained battery as if to mock her further. of all times it could have decided to die, why now? the frustration and panic settled in as she realized she may never get to see him again. she didn’t have any ways to contact him, but would he even want to hear from her again? doubt clouded her mind. now there was no way of knowing. she wanted to keep talking to him, but the odds seemed slim. with a heavy sigh, she jumped up, scrambling to plug her laptop into the charger.
meanwhile, heeseung was still navigating through her information. he had closed out of omegle and now his focus was entirely on troubleshooting. he noticed her computer no longer showed up on the network, the last activity was two minutes ago. “that piece of shit must’ve died,” he grumbled under his breath. he figured now would be the time to access her phone’s camera as it would be useless trying to find her again on the website. switching servers on the program, he downloaded the data to his phone and went to lay down. he watched through the front camera on her phone, but it remained in the same spot unmoving. he was getting frustrated.
y/n had wasted almost 45 minutes skipping through hundreds of people in search of his face on omegle. but to no avail, his face never came up again. it was 6am, and she had plans with natty to go through with in the evening. as much as she didn’t want to right now, she had to sleep. oth of them, in their own way, ended up resigned to their separate fates. y/n reluctantly accepted her defeat, bitterly acknowledging that the night had slipped away. but at least for heeseung, there was a sense of satisfaction in knowing he would have another chance to see her again. this wouldn’t be the last time they crossed paths. he’d make sure of that.
Webcam Perv! (2)
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